Received 2 big news on Mothers' Day:
To know that...

1) We both thought to be together before. (Cried.)
Guess the timing when we know each other isn't right.
Guess we like each other but at the same time we are having not just each other in our heart at that moment of time.
Guess we are not truthful in our feelings to each other.
Guess I like him more than he likes me.
Guess we just do not want to be tied down by relationship.
Is that what people says 有缘无份?

2) My grandmother passed away @ 10.28pm. (Cried.)

She is 89 years old. Loved us with her heart & soul when she is still able to recognised us.
However, I wasn't sad when she left as we believe that it is good for her to leave...
The disease had tied her down too much...

I am not sad...just cannot bear to let her leave just like that...

It's regret...I regretted spending too much time in school, friends & not with my family.
And when I started working & realised my foolishness, it was too late...
She was down with senile dementia, withered into a 1 year old kid who is unable to feed, dress & move on her own.
Really regretted that I didn't did my utmost to delight & accompany her before the illness sets in.

Why do we only realised their importance after they are gone?